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14 March 2007 @ 06:08 pm
I find it slightly amusing how much sleep everyone loses at the end of the quarter. Everyone walking around like they havn't slept, mostly because they havn't. I stayed an extra hour in the engineering building today helping a few of my buddies from class finish their homework cuz I had already done it, I felt so good. They all had a project due this morning so none of them had slept. Building the civil engineering camaraderie. They were all girls too, 4 of them.

G'luck y'all :D
 
 
11 February 2007 @ 04:38 am
I wish I could live forever. I could see everywhere, do everything, meet everyone. Have an infinite amount of time to find purpose and meaning. I dread the fact that I have to chose a single path through life, and that I can't experience everything.

Life is a function of such tiny random interactions between people. Like the movie crash, if you've seen it. Every little thing has the potential to alter lives, and change the course of history for everyone. Like the butterfly effect. That's also a movie, but I was talking about the theory. How much power do we have over the chaos? Every small decision you make that governs your behavior, interacts and mingles with everyone else's behavioral choices, to create the social world that we live in. It's beautiful. I respect the chaos.

A gorgeous quote I found in Adbusters:
I pay for a car so that I can drive to work so that I can pay for my car. I paid for education so that I can have a career that will pay for my education. I paid for a house so that I would have a place to live while I work to pay for the house.

We're all searching for some kind of meaning and purpose. I don't have a god, so I can't pretend like someone has decided for me. All I believe in is human nature and survival.

the end - just random thoughts :)
 
 
08 December 2006 @ 05:14 am
So I thought of something interesting to write about. Mostly because I'm supposed to be writing a term paper. But, this kind of has to do with my class.

So- In conservation biology we have learned that the genome is more important than the population which is more important than the individual. Let me explain. Above all else, when a species becomes threatened or endangered of going extinct, the most important thing to do is keep the genetic information alive. This has been done using seed banks, for plant species, which is just the storage of thousands of seeds in a big refrigerator, basically. Or breeding animals in captivity, such as in zoos, or simply as personal pets. Some species of ferrets only remain as peoples (illegal) pets. Once the persistence of genetic information is guaranteed, then it is important to maintain a living population. This is done through the formation of reserves, and protected natural parks. This is important for keeping certain behaviors in the social gene pool, such as hunting or migratory patterns. A certain species of gazelle went completely extinct in the wild, and when a captive population were released back into the wild, they did not follow the annual migratory pattern that was required for them to persist. Similarly with wild dogs, when a population went extinct and a group raised in captivity were released, they didn't know how to hunt as a group and they starved to death. So if genetic information is secure, and there is a stable wild population persisting then, and only then, does anyone care about the individual animal. For example if a certain species is becoming threatened in a certain ecosystem due to predation, conservation biologists will not hesitate to wipe out most of the predatory species. Especially if the predatory species is not endemic to the ecosystem. If hawks migrate into a new area and start eating all the foxes, and the foxes become endangered, the conservation biologists come in and kill off all the hawks.

This is what I've been learning in my WFC class this quarter. I was fascinated learning about this hierarchy. It really confused me at first hearing about conservation through destruction of huge populations, just to maintain a few endangered individuals. But for the persistence of biodiversity, this is how it's done.

Conversely to how human society is set up. We value the individual well over the group as a whole. We do all we can to keep the individual alive, even if it is detrimental to the group as a whole. Everything and anything is done to fight for each individual life. We pay little attention to the overall health of our society, we take things on a case by case basis. Similarly we weigh our genetic information last. We try to block out the fact that we are even genetic beings. We are not working hard to maintain the genetic uniqueness of each race. In fact we are mixing them all up.

So I guess the conundrum is what is more important; population persistence or individual freedom? and why is it different for animals and humans?












So -- back to writing about Panda's. They are mostly vegetarian! Like me!
 
 
18 November 2006 @ 04:07 am
hi
 
 
08 March 2006 @ 01:03 am
So its my birthday and I'm excited. I like feelin all the love. So give me lots of hugs and i'll be happy. I want to have lots of fun and de-stress. We'll see how it goes.

So yeah come to my party friday. Not too many people tho my house aint that big, but I guess only LJ comm folk read this, and you're all invited! Go team! woot.
 
 
13 February 2006 @ 04:25 am
So if I'm going to partake of LJcomm parties, then I suppose I should at least pretend to have a LJ. How bout that party eh. From what I remember it was fun! hmm thanks Edith and Nhi for taking care of me. Go team.

So its 4 in the morning, and I'm wide awake. Anyone wanna teach me how to make my LJ look spiff-tastic. I want some color, maybe some sparkley stuff, a few rainbows, some unicorns, and some fishies.
 
 
Current Mood: anarchistic
 
 
01 February 2006 @ 05:21 am
I miss sleeping.